Monday, February 7, 2011

7 days and counting

I am down to 7 days before my TAC and my emotions are everywhere!!!

First, I still have this really bad head cold.  I finally went to the doctor today, for antibotics. I don't think they we're really wanting to prescribe them, but I informed them I would be having major surgery in 7 days and I needed to be better!!  So I am nervous that I will still have a cold and we wont be able to have the surgery.

Second, I am also scared about not being able to put the TAC to use.  I don't want to think negatively but it seems as though when you have the answers to life, you are thrown a curve ball, and the game changes.

Third, I am excited.  This will be the solution to my problems.  I know the TAC is the solution to an incompetent cervix!

Fourth, I am nervous about this "major" surgery.  I have been cut on too many times in the last couple of years and I am just well....tired

I am ready for a new chapter in this journey called GRIEF


  1. Sending you hugs and wishing you the best. I know it makes you kinda nervous but I believe all will be well. I was nervous as well but the medicine they give you will put all those nerves to rest. (smilling) I am sooooooooooo exicted for you. will send up some prayers for you .

  2. I am counting down with you friend! Praying your cold goes away. I was scared too because there is a suspected chance of secondary infertility (even though it has not been proven). Boy i know how wrong I was! lol. I had nervousness mixed with excitement and was completely giddy the day of the surgery. The TAC is the solution. Look at me! Even if I shorten at this point, the TAC has gotten me this far. Good luck and keeping you in prayers always. <3

  3. Just want you to know that I am thinking of you. Cant wait to hear about the surgery. I know it went well.

  4. So glad to hear all is well Sis. Congrats on a successful placement. your TAC will bring your miracle home...just wait and see :)