I am down to 7 days before my TAC and my emotions are everywhere!!!
First, I still have this really bad head cold. I finally went to the doctor today, for antibotics. I don't think they we're really wanting to prescribe them, but I informed them I would be having major surgery in 7 days and I needed to be better!! So I am nervous that I will still have a cold and we wont be able to have the surgery.
Second, I am also scared about not being able to put the TAC to use. I don't want to think negatively but it seems as though when you have the answers to life, you are thrown a curve ball, and the game changes.
Third, I am excited. This will be the solution to my problems. I know the TAC is the solution to an incompetent cervix!
Fourth, I am nervous about this "major" surgery. I have been cut on too many times in the last couple of years and I am just well....tired
I am ready for a new chapter in this journey called GRIEF