Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Crutches and Surgery?

I have less than 20 days before my surgery in Chicago and I am still on crutches!!!!

I was hoping (well praying) this week would be my last week on crutches after my knee surgery on December 29th, but thats not going to happen.  As a matter of fact, I will still be on crutches when I leave for Chicago!!!!!   I am soooooo not liking that!!!!!

So it looks like I better start looking for a rental car....great more money to spend. 

Saturday, January 15, 2011

The Countdown

Well as of today, I have less than 30 days before my TAC is placed. I am so excited and so nervous at the same time.  I know those of you who have loss, had the TAC placed, and became pregnant again know my feelings. 

I am praying so hard that this procedure allows my dreams to come true.  I know that it has worked for others, and I want so BAD for it to work for me. 

I am so ready for another chapter of this grief journey to begin. 

Saturday, January 1, 2011


When a new year begins, its the opportunity for a fresh start to life. 

I look forward to 2011. I look forward to seeing what it holds for me.  Will this be the year that I can pay off bills; will this be the year, I will have less debt; will this be the year that I make a career change; will this be the year God allows me to bring home a baby.

No matter where I am in my life, I always come around to the last question....will this year be my year to bring "my" baby home.  I would not do it in 2006, 2008, 2009, nor 2010 (x2)...I am hopefull and praying for 2011, while on this journey called GRIEF.