Monday, May 16, 2011

Walking Away

I think it is time for me to walk away from this dream of having a child.  I cannot take this rollacoaster anymore.
I was so excited after having the TAC done in February.  I thought all of my dreams we're reachable.
But today, I went to the doctor knowing and realizing I was having  another miscarriage.  I am only 4.5 weeks so the doctor would not say I was and he would not say that I was not untill he can see the blood count from my second set of labs.  But I know this pregnancy is over....and at this point I think everything is over.
I dont think I can do this anymore...its just too hard...6 pregnancies in 3 years and no earth angels is just too much even for the strongest person to endure. 

3 comments:

  1. Anybody who CAN get pregnant would keep trying... There was nothing wrong with your attempts in the past.... I am SO sorry, T. So sorry. There is no doubt you have been through soo much.

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  2. I am so sorry Tonya. Praying earnestly for you.

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  3. I am sorry that you are enduring heart ache once again sorry that you are broken right now. I know that you feel like giving up but I am praying that God works a miricle in your life . Sending you Hugs and Love.

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