Monday, May 16, 2011

Walking Away

I think it is time for me to walk away from this dream of having a child.  I cannot take this rollacoaster anymore.
I was so excited after having the TAC done in February.  I thought all of my dreams we're reachable.
But today, I went to the doctor knowing and realizing I was having  another miscarriage.  I am only 4.5 weeks so the doctor would not say I was and he would not say that I was not untill he can see the blood count from my second set of labs.  But I know this pregnancy is over....and at this point I think everything is over.
I dont think I can do this anymore...its just too hard...6 pregnancies in 3 years and no earth angels is just too much even for the strongest person to endure. 


  1. Anybody who CAN get pregnant would keep trying... There was nothing wrong with your attempts in the past.... I am SO sorry, T. So sorry. There is no doubt you have been through soo much.

  2. I am so sorry Tonya. Praying earnestly for you.

  3. I am sorry that you are enduring heart ache once again sorry that you are broken right now. I know that you feel like giving up but I am praying that God works a miricle in your life . Sending you Hugs and Love.